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AA: Given the context of the struggle, if you disrupt
your ethnicity, are you just giving up your power to the majority?
ADS: I really don't think so, because first of all, I have
a lot of confidence in my ethnicity, because I'm forty-two years old, and
I've trained in it. That's a long time, you know—if I'm very lucky, this
is half of my life. If I'm very lucky, it's half of my life I have been
trained in this. And I don't think it's going to go away, so I'm not afraid
of losing it. And after all, it's not like I have the power to change the
world, or even change my life; I'm only talking about creating a piece
of art that I hope will have some resonance, and trying to alleviate myself
for a little span of time. It's just enough to see another person's point
of view—believe me, it's such a battle because my ethnicity is so intense.
It's always there. And it's claiming on very subtle levels, even when I
intellectually want to be open. Inside you know all these little events
in my life climbing the walls, peeking up, going "Hello, hello."
AA: In a larger political context, this sort of speaks
to the age-old argument about separation versus integration. By separating,
I mean, it goes back and forth historically whether we should separate
or integrate, separate or integrate, and the argument for separation is
that by engulfing yourself in your own ethnicity, it brings power. And
only by doing that can you confront the battle that you have to wage against
the majority. I'm wondering if that's the same in the theater as well.
ADS: I think you might be right. I'm sure you're right,
to some extent. It's just that I'm not really talking about deluding myself.
I recently wrote a speech where I used the image of fortresses with most
of the culture being behind fortresses of ethnicity, and now of gender,
and sexual preference. And certainly fortresses of social class.
And then what I talk about is a few—not a lot—but a few people who can
put boats that go between the fortresses. It's just this idea of getting
more information, and that kind of exploration isn't the same thing as
spying or colonialism or anything like that. But it's just that there are
the possibilities of these little vehicles that aren't so special, that
don't need that specialness, that don't need to feel special to have an
identity, in a way. And yet, not everybody will do it, but just some people.
There again, the tragedy of Los Angeles was that there was no one person
who could speak for everybody. Very few politicians could even speak
to the other side. They were scared to speak to the other side because
they were afraid that their own people would . . . would sort of like what
you're asking me—basically, you're saying, "Hey, Anna, aren't you scared
that if you keep running around messin' with others' business, black folks
won't have anything to do with you?" It's possible. And it would have been
even more possible ten or twenty years ago. I'm not just so sure that I
have as much to be worried about as I would have then, because I think
that if there are more people who are seeing the need to move around a
little bit now; after all, the fact is that those of us who are like-minded
have a lot to gain by trying to strategize and work together. Now
I sound like the '60s, but I don't think we ever achieved that among people
of color—we didn't achieve the rainbow. We didn't.
KLF: We're just paralyzed because we're in a nation founded
on special interests, about special interest, and it's paralyzing to even
speak for yourself when, as you know from your interview in American
Theater, you are made to be the "spokesman" for "your people"—
ADS: That's too dangerous.
KLF: And in that particular setting, it was not a matter
of being a "spokeswoman"—somehow that was already established—the question
was, "How does it feel to be a celebrity?" At that point you cannot even
speak for yourself!
ADS: Those kinds of questions are so dangerous. It shows
you how images are created, you know what I mean? It's just. . .I'm not
a spokesperson, I'm not that. It's not what I am. I remember seeing this
Bill Moyers piece with Bernice Graydon, Bernice Johnson, I just saw a little
teeny bit of it, not the whole thing, and I only saw footage of her during
the civil rights movement, and she was talking about how they sang as a
call for people to come and participate in the movement. And I was very
inspired early in my career by reading a journal of the Free Southern Theater,
who traveled with the people who had gone down to work in the South those
summers for the registration, and that's all they were—it was like what
theater was started as, just going to the town square and helping to attract
attention. It's only recently that actors have become politicians and politicians
are actors and all this weird stuff! No! The theater is a disenfranchisement;
that's why in the time that I've gotten any critical attention, I've learned
very quickly to be careful about appearing on shows that see me as something
other than that. All I'm doing is trying to attract attention to the issue,
and then the other people have to pick up the ball. |