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When I inquired about the doorless toilet stalls at the Office of the
Director of the Science Center, I was told that the doors were removed
to suppress the gay male sexual activity that was taking place in the toilet
stalls. So, to quell gay male sexual activity, Harvard is willing
to expose the most conveniently situated toilet space in the Science Center,
and consequently make public the traditionally private act of defecating.
In fact, Harvard's effort to suppress gay male sexual activity is at the
ready expense of the purpose for which the toilet space was originally
designed. The toilets in this men's room are used so infrequently
now that they might as well have been removed along with their stall doors.
The architectural alteration of the toilet stalls has therefore made the
atmosphere of this men's room radically different from that of other men's
rooms.
In general, men's rooms (commonly called "washrooms" or "restrooms")
have a similar decorum and ambiance. While in a men's room, most
men behave in an extrahomophobic manner. They go about their operations
speedily and in businesslike fashion. Rarely do they communicate
or make eye contact with each other. This situation is largely due
to the fact that when urinating, without the employment and protection
of a locked toilet stall, the phallic symbol of male power and organ for
sexual pleasure, the penis, is exposed. Consequently, the penis and
its owner are made vulnerable to ridicule, based on the size and shape
of the penis, and to direct physical contact between the penis and another
man; inasmuch as physical contact may bring about diverse and unanticipated
reactions, all of which are troublesome for the heterosexual regime, it
is considered taboo. Some men, however, to escape penis exposure,
their own and that of other men, urinate in the toilet stalls instead of
the allocated urinals. In addition to the socially problematic implication
that these men have something embarrassing to hide, there is the less overt
implication that these men are purposely making it impossible for themselves
to observe the penises of other men. Since the men's room is culturally
constructed as a normative space with regards to sexuality, which is to
say that it is constructed as heterosexual space, to be caught seeing or
merely looking in the vicinity of another man's genitalia is to infringe
upon his private space and risk being identified as a pervert or a gay
man. While in the process of urinating in a public men's room, notwithstanding
the often claustrophobic proximity of the urinals, never is one man to
look at, speak to, or touch another man, unless it is obvious that the
men involved were familiar with each other prior to the men's room encounter;
and, even then, penis watching and penis touching are unacceptable and
forbidden. Almost any breach of this codified etiquette is likely
to result in a hostile, potentially violent, interaction. To be sure,
when urinating in a public men's room, a man's ability to adequately represent
conventional masculinity is threatened by almost everything associated
with the accessibility of his penis.
The doorless toilet stalls in the Science Center men's room, nevertheless,
disrupt common preconceptions of the men's room environment, intensifying
the awkwardness and anxiety typically experienced in men's rooms, by making
an already endangered heterosexual space more dynamically homoerotic.
Each of the six doorless stalls in the Science Center men's room, within
which a man must sit in order to defecate into its accommodated toilet,
faces a urinal. This spatial relationship encourages a quite unique
and provocative voyeuristic occurrence. While one man is situated
on the toilet (perhaps holding his penis so that he can urinate while defecating),
he iscompelled,
if for no other reason, since the man urinating is the only animated object
within his scope of vision, to watch the backside of the man holding his
penis while urinating before him. To refrain from looking at the
man urinating would require a deliberate act of avoidance. The combination
of the anal stimulation achieved while defecating, the observance of the
buttocks of the man urinating, and the various possibilities, tangible
as well as imaginative, for the penile stimulation of both parties (such
as during the process of urination), along with the homoeroticism already
psychologically connected to any men's room, all make this situation particularly
homoerotic. |